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Don't think that i ever really had a true valentines experience
or to be exact..
dinner
gifts
taking walks hand in hand
etc...
Not trying to sound sad or anything
but i felt pathetic and useless
there was once that i received cards and chocolates
then as years gone by
there were flowers .... touched .... but flowers cant last forever!!
then came the few days late presents or even nothing at all
"oops ... i forgot it was valentines"
was the stupid dumb excuse
(well... if u had forgotten ... was that XXXX wrist band on u wrist with I Love u on it???)
i dont remember ever given one to u !!
hum.... lets just let bygones be bygones
my point is that this valentines that i had
would be counted as the first ever valentine experience i've ever had
I planned to get a present for you
but never really got the time to do so...
or i was distracted by the cosmetic counter..... hrr hrr
I was surprised to receive a gift
and the wonderful walk by the river
(other then the weather .... that was so not timely)
but i still had a great time
I dont really know how to express my feelings
or to tell u how touched i was
there is this strong feeling inside of me
that im trying to hold back
(scared to be hurt again and again and again....)
im not immuned to it yet..
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